#Emergence – Goodbye and a final reflection <3

Introduction

The Systems Theory course has officially come to an end, and it’s time for me to reflect on my journey through it. This reflection isn’t just a summary of what I’ve learned; it’s more of a personal diary—a deep dive into how my understanding of the course content has evolved, and how it has resonated with my experiences in the Erasmus system. I’ll be honest: I’ve had a tough time grasping how the concepts and theories we studied are interconnected and how they apply to real-world situations. As a student of anthropology, I’ve spent years trying to dissect systems, but this course forced me to look at them from a completely new angle. What stuck with me the most, however, wasn’t just the knowledge itself, but the realization of my own biases and limitations in perceiving systems beyond my own frame of reference.

From the start, the course was a challenge. My Scandinavian mindset, which thrives on structure and organization, felt somewhat threatened by the chaotic and complex nature of systems theory. I found myself struggling to connect the dots—how do abstract theories of systems relate to tangible things in the world? How can these ideas help me in my personal and professional life? But this struggle itself, I’ve come to realize, speaks for itself about the key lessons I’ve learned. It highlights the very concepts of perception, interconnectedness, and interdependency. 

Interconnectedness and some wonders 

One of the first concepts that stuck with me was the idea that everything is interconnected. We discussed ecosystems in class, and although I was familiar with the term, I was struck by how the interconnectedness of things extends far beyond the obvious. A wolf’s howl, for instance, can influence the formation of a river. This simple example illustrated a crucial point for me: that everything, even in ways we don’t consciously notice, plays a part in the larger system. The more I reflected on this, the more I realized that I’m part of a cycle that I can’t control or even fully understand. This realization also made me feel a deep sense of peace and acceptance. It’s a reminder that there are things beyond my control, and sometimes, that’s exactly how it should be.

At the same time, the notion of interconnectedness opened my eyes to the idea that systems aren’t just about human interactions—they include non-human elements as well. As someone studying anthropology, I’ve always been focused on understanding human societies and cultures. But systems theory encouraged me to broaden my perspective. It made me consider how non-human entities, such as animals, plants, and even rivers, influence our lives. For example, the wolf’s role in shaping an ecosystem goes beyond mere metaphor; it has a tangible impact on how humans experience and engage with the world. And in a neuropsychological sense, these elements affect how our brains wire and rewire over time, forming our perceptions and behaviors. This was a new way of thinking for me, one that merged biological, environmental, and social influences into a single concept.

In a more concrete sense, the course prompted me to reflect on the role of social media in contemporary life. Given that the course included “social media” in its title, I was naturally curious about how systems theory could shed light on the relationship between humans and the digital world. Could social media be seen as a co-creative force that influences our daily lives and perceptions? Are we simply reacting to it, or is there a deeper, symbiotic relationship? These are questions I’m still grappling with, but the idea of symbiosis—of mutual influence between humans and technology—keeps resurfacing. Social media isn’t just a tool we use; it’s a force that shapes our thoughts, emotions, and behaviors in ways we often don’t even realize.

The collection vs. the system 

One of the more philosophical lessons we had was around the difference between a collection and a system. It’s easy to think of a bus as a collection of parts: wheels, engine, fuel, and so on. But once those parts work together to fulfill the common purpose of transportation, they become a system. The bus driver, however, complicates this simple idea. Is the driver just another part of the system, or does he or she constitute an entirely separate system? This question forced me to think more deeply about how we define systems. What makes something a system? How do we categorize interactions within it? This exploration led me to another realization: systems theory isn’t about defining boundaries or labeling things as “systems” or “non-systems.” Instead, it’s about looking at relationships—the interconnections, interdependencies, and purposes that emerge from those relationships. This shift in perspective opened up new ways of understanding the world around me, where even seemingly different elements can turn into a meaningful whole.

The butterfly effect and networks

One of the more eye-opening concepts we studied was “sensitive dependence on initial conditions”—the butterfly effect. The idea that small changes can lead to significant outcomes resonated with me deeply. The example of the pendulum, where a slight change in angle can drastically alter its path, seemed to echo much of what we had learned throughout the course. It highlighted how interconnected everything is, and how small actions or decisions can lead to outcomes that we might never anticipate. This concept has made me more mindful of the decisions I make on a daily basis. It’s a reminder that even the smallest actions—whether they are a word we say, a choice we make, or an opinion we share—can set off a chain of events that shape the world around us in ways we can’t predict. 

An apple and it’s journey

Reflecting on these interconnected systems also made me think about consumerism and how disconnected we’ve become from the processes that shape our everyday lives. Take something as simple as an apple, for example. In class, we did an “apple meditation,” where we reflected on all the people and processes that were involved in bringing an apple to our table. I found this activity particularly powerful. We rarely think about the farm workers, the truck drivers, or the countless others who make our lives so comfortable. In a capitalist system, we’ve become alienated from these processes, disconnected from the labor and the natural systems that keeps us alive. We no longer see the apple for what it truly is—a product of interdependence between humans, nature, and a network of systems. Instead, we see it as just a commodity to be consumedl. This sense of alienation from the natural world, from the seasons, and from the labor that supports us, is a direct consequence of the capitalist focus on surplus value and overproduction. The more I thought about this, the more I realized how important it is to reconnect with the systems that support us. We need to acknowledge the intricate web of relationships that bring things into our lives, whether it’s food, technology, or knowledge.

Co-creating a map

This realization ties into another activity we did during the course—co-creating a map of our respective home countries. At first, I didn’t see the relevance of this activity to systems theory, but as the map began to take shape, I started to see the connections. We were all part of a larger system of education, cultural exchange, and collaboration. Education itself, I realized, is a system that brings together different cultures, ideas, and practices into one interconnected whole. It’s a self-organizing system, much like the Erasmus program we discussed in class. Through interactions and adaptations, individuals from diverse backgrounds come together and create a new, emergent system. This kind of collaboration is a powerful example of how systems can emerge organically from the interactions of individual elements.

The very last one – subconsciousness creates systems 

Finally, one of the most profound lessons I learned in this course came from a simple activity where we had to trust our subconscious to pick a card. I chose one with a woman sweeping the ocean, and it suddenly made sense to me how deeply this connected to the idea of emergence and interconnectedness. The image of the woman, sweeping the sea, felt like a perfect metaphor for the process of systems theory itself. Just as the waves of the ocean continuously move and reorganize, so too do the systems we study. There’s a rhythm to it, a trust that things will emerge and re-emerge, even when we don’t fully understand the process. It’s a beautiful and humbling reminder that the systems we’re part of are larger than ourselves, and that by trusting the process, we can allow these systems to unfold in ways we can’t predict or control.

Conclusion

In conclusion, this course on systems theory has been a journey of discovery and self-reflection. I’ve learned that systems are not static; they are dynamic, interconnected, and constantly evolving. I’ve realized that my perceptions are shaped by the systems I am part of, and that small actions can have far-reaching consequences. Most importantly, I’ve come to appreciate the beauty of interconnectedness—the idea that we are all part of a larger whole, and that our actions, no matter how small, contribute to the ongoing emergence of new systems. I hope to carry this understanding with me, applying it to my work in anthropology. Maybe it can help me to grasp how different people from different cultures navigate and connects with different systems.

#Emergence – the last class

Last class was beautiful and I felt a bit sad that so few people were there. We had to pick cards, trusting our subconsciousness. My first instinct was to grab one with a woman, but also something with the ocean since the class about the “double split experiment” still stuck with me. I chose one with a woman sweeping the sea. Now what does this have to do with interconnection, emergence and all that?

As I see it, this card represented a lot I learned in class. The woman gave me a feeling of being taken care of, or in other words, that things sorrounding me will take care of me if I just let them. Like the continuous movement of waves. Or in other words, somehow different organizations and energies will resolve and emerge into one, if I just trust the process. This sort of symbolized the whole systems theory journey: That everything is interdepended and interconnected, different systems emerge into new ones, etc. etc. With the teacher always emphasizing that we should “trust our subconsciousness”, it started to make sense to me why this was important. Like the wolf is just living its best life, driven by instincts, it suddenly ends up effecting a river. Two completely different realities somehow merge together, organize according to one another.

#Emergence – late turn in for “the map” activity

As i glanced through my reflections from this course, I discovered that I completely forgot to publish my reflection from the class where we co-created a map with descriptions from our home countries. Since the semester is coming to an end, I thought it would be a great opportunity to write some post-reflection.

Co-creating and collaboration of worlds

I remember not really understanding initially how the activity was relevant regarding systems theory. But as the map came together and we started some discussions, my group came to the conclusion that it is amazing how we come from so different cultural backgrounds, but that education binds us together. This resonnated with me somehow – is education now merging all types of systems together into one? Can the “Erasmus” educational system serve as an example to self-organization and emergence?

If Self-organization describes the process whereby a system organizes itself into a coherent structure, and if individuals bases their behaveour on interactions with neighbors – then I would say yes. In a self-organizing system, individual elements follow simple rules and adjust to these rules. They emerge into one. With the exchange system, this become a organized global pattern. This network did not have a central authority; rather, it evolved organically through the interactions and adaptations of individuals.

In a way, we are all co-creating and organising a new system, based by our individual adaptations. We are connected by education.

#Emergence (Mindwalk late turn in)

Although I am still a bit confused if I watched the right movie, the movie that came when I clicked the linked reminded me (once again again again) of how everything in our lives is interconnected. The conversations between the three main characters were a bit cringy and a bit “try hard poet-ish” but it nonetheless  made me realize how different viewpoints are crucial in the understanding of every kind of issue. I felt a mix of curiosity and wonder of what my contribution is, throughout the film.

It struck me that our choices affect not just us, but also the world around us. I found myself wondering how we can create positive change when it sometimes feels like we’re just going through the motions in our daily lives. The way the characters talked about sustainability made me think about what that actually looks like for me and the people in my life. And how you can really be sustainable in a world that constantly tries to wreck you from your gut feelings and make you more materialistic. 

One thing I really liked was how the film highlighted the power of conversation. It made me want to ask how we can communicate better, especially during tough times when people don’t see eye to eye. So i guess “The Mindwalk” encouraged me to be more aware of my actions and how they impact others.

#Emergence 9/1

Todays lesson was hard for me to grasp. Quantum physics does not seem to resonate with my sense of logic, but I was inspired by people in the class, trying to align these theories to their own psychological understanding.

What stuck with me the most was this sentence: “How can the observer collaps the wave function simply by just observing?”. A question arised from “The double split experiment”. The double split experiment is the illustration of how the motion of waves can cancel each other out, when they collaps into a wall with two holes. Having a hard time to understand who and what exactly the observer is, I went to ChatGPT. To summarize briefly the conversation went as followed:

Juliane: 

“Who or what exactly is the observer in second order cybernetics and /or in the double split experiment? Explain it in easy and understandable terms”.

ChatGpt: 

  • Second-Order Cybernetics: The observer is part of the system and reflects on their influence on what they observe.
  • Double Slit Experiment: The observer (human or measuring device) alters the behavior of particles when trying to measure them, affecting the observed outcome.

Overall, both concepts emphasize the critical role of an observer in understanding systems and phenomena, illustrating how observations can influence reality.

When perceptions becomes reality

Something finally seemed to click rationally and emotionally with the last sentence that “observations can influence reality”. To me this notion of our own perception of things being our own reality seems true. That we are limited by our internalised rules, norms, behaviour patterns. The observer then becomes us interpreting our reality, by which we are actually forming our own reality. My own example would be anxious thoughts. Catastrophizing about something way out in the future that is not real, but that FEELS very real, can make actual sensations in my body happen. My own interpretation of my thoughts then somehow create my reality. But by kind of distancing myself from this concept, I can alienate myself from my own thoughts. My thoughts are not real, they are just myself, observing myself. The observer becomes a part of the system, by just observing.